i just wanna thank GOD for all the blessings he has been pouring to us. Though we still have the problems that on a daily basis we are encountering I still wanna thank Him for he has given us the opportunity to live a happy life. May You continue to share to us the abundant and life full of blessings. Thank you for giving us strength all day. Thank you for keeping our families safe and healthy.

Thank you for providing us our needs. Thank you Lord, thank you.

 

so sad...

I just felt sad lately, although i have a complete family though we are not in good terms due to my situation, they are still here.However, we are not living the same way now my mom and dad are living in province where i grew up, my sister is living with my aunt's house in Cainta and i am happily living with the one i love. I'm just sad that it seems like they don't care for me at all. I know i am the one who has to be blamed here, but its been a long time everyone has to move on... Last month my sister and my dad went to see me here in my office, we had a little chat, but it doesn't feel the same way, I feel how hard they are to me....My mom was not able to see me because of her work. Yes we text always, but I feel now that I was like not their daughter anymore, its like I am no one. I don't know why I feel this way. I am just not used to it.

OMG! andami kong iniisip ngayon... i wanna buy a car....i wanna save up....i have lots of cravings....make-ups, bags, shoes and a lot more.... i just don't know how can i stop this.....This started last year when i unintentionally opened a page, facebook ads i may call an online shop displays a broad selection of all my faves. And now i cant stop but check everyday for new products...and check daily those items that i like and i want to buy. whew!!!! i can't help it..... i am addicted!!! Is this because I am a girl or what...?!?

am i a shopaholic?

I love online shops.
I love make-ups.
I love fashion.
I love bags.
I love heels.

I saw an article yesterday ahmmm "Signs of a Shopaholic"..and all of them pertains to what i do....
I do shop online secretly,
My friend always tells me not to buy it but i still do,
I often buy things that i do not really need,
I always experience the rush of excitement whenever i shop,
I feel anxious on the days that i don't shop.

I have to stop this habit indeed or else i will end up not saving any. And i won't succeed in my 52-week challenge(will be posting about it in time). They suggested that i have to have another form of activity instead of shopping, one of which is exercising. Oh i don't exercise all the time because i think i don't have any excess fats that i have to get rid off. But i will, i will try that one if it will work, or else i have to be focused on this blog whenever I'm not at work. Another thing is to have a shopping list with estimated cost in it so that I would know if i am overspending. I can also leave my debit cards at home if possible so that i wont be tempted to buy more than my needs.

Goodluck to my quest!

Starting now

I mark this date to have this blog for real. I just thought i need a channel for the things that i want to say or to shout. Could be any food, place, feelings anything.