so sad...

I just felt sad lately, although i have a complete family though we are not in good terms due to my situation, they are still here.However, we are not living the same way now my mom and dad are living in province where i grew up, my sister is living with my aunt's house in Cainta and i am happily living with the one i love. I'm just sad that it seems like they don't care for me at all. I know i am the one who has to be blamed here, but its been a long time everyone has to move on... Last month my sister and my dad went to see me here in my office, we had a little chat, but it doesn't feel the same way, I feel how hard they are to me....My mom was not able to see me because of her work. Yes we text always, but I feel now that I was like not their daughter anymore, its like I am no one. I don't know why I feel this way. I am just not used to it.